The Last Man on Mars
Adam Pelegrina raked his fingernails
through his beard. His previous attempt
at shaving had reformatted the texture of his face, and he had smashed the
razor with a hammer until only shards of it were left. He looked at the monitor again as if he
expected the message to change. The
screen blurred, the letters growing fuzzy in his vision.
A few days ago he had taped a pillowcase
over the window. He couldn’t tolerate
the sight of that barren landscape that once seemed so alien and beautiful. He did not liberate the pillowcase from its
place on the wall, but he did peer behind it.
The sun was a narrow point of light on the
horizon, burning coldly through a swath of blue. He strived to recall the sunsets of his past
and failed. The best he could manage was
a recollection of a photography book about the Texas sky. It was beautiful in its own way, a sea of
rust extending to the limits of his vision.
The uniformity was comforting and maddening at the same time.
Tonight he would try to find his home in
the night sky again, to feel that brittle connection to everything he knew that
might preserve his sanity another day.
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He roused without realizing he’d been
asleep, to the chiming sound of an incoming message. He stood and stretched, bending his arms at
the elbows so they would not damage the overhead light. He traversed the length of the room in half a
dozen steps and sat before the screen.
Mendax12: You awake?
Adam typed: Yes
He minimized the screen to view the one
behind it. He had not received a message
from NASA in three weeks. Instead, he
was presented with line after line of his attempts to communicate, efforts that
indicated the grip on his sanity was loosening.
There had been a burst of static over the radio about ten days ago. It endured for a minute and Adam believed
amid the hissing and popping, there were whispered voices.
COMMAND: The mission has not changed. The
situation here is evolving. Stand by for
further guidance.
Capt. Pelegrina: What situation? Why won’t you
answer any of my questions? IS HE RIGHT?
Minutes passed in which Adam’s mind meandered
in that gauzy netherworld between consciousness and sleep. The chime startled him.
Mendax12: This might be the last time we get to write. Ask me any questions you have and I will
answer as best I can for as long as I can.
I’m running the generator for electricity, but that might bring me
unwanted attention. If things go bad just
know how sorry I am for you. Then again,
you might be the luckiest of us all… So, fire away.
Adam knew for some time that there were
things NASA was not telling him. There
were delays in transmissions that went unexplained. He noticed, as well, that the media was no
longer allowed access to him. Though he
was not the first person to set foot on Mars he was the first in a decade. The previous mission was a total loss. A series of malfunctions turned the Mars
Lander into a manmade asteroid. NASA
released a single image from the catastrophe, a picture taken by a Mars Orbiter
of a human hand protruding from the Martian soil.
The backlash against NASA was swift. The budget was raided and the grandiose
notion of colonizing Mars faded from the world’s collective psyche.
Unfortunately
for me, the follow-up mission to the Lander disaster was already paid for and
complete. NASA just had to wait for enough
wars and scandals to occur to inspire people to dream again, to look toward the
night with hope, not fear. And so now,
here I am. I have enough food to last
three more years and nuclear power that could last several lifetimes.
Adam closed out the conversation with
Command. Did NASA even exist
anymore? Perhaps Mendax12 would
know.
Capt. Pelegrina: What’s the situation like now?
Has anything changed? How many
people are left?
He sent the message and then walked away
from the monitor. Wind outside made his
small but sturdy living quarters shudder.
Adam was selected for the mission for many reasons. He had no immediate family and had passed the
psychological battery with high marks.
His task was to pick up where the earlier, doomed mission left off,
preparing living facilities for a future colony. It was not the most romantic expedition, but
necessary. He was an engineer by trade
but dabbled in many other sciences.
He could not see his handiwork through the
narrow window next to his bed, even if had not been obscured by his
pillowcase. Three of the six modular
facilities he was tasked to assemble were up and running. The fourth was missing components and he’d
abandoned the attempt to salvage parts to save it. Adam had not begun to construct the remaining
two buildings, as the revelations of Mendax12 made the effort seem
unnecessary.
He recalled the first messages they
exchanged.
Mendax12: Hello?
Capt. Pelegrina: Hello? Who is this?
Mendax12: Hey! Wow, it’s really you. I wasn’t sure if it would work. Who I am doesn’t really matter. I don’t work for NASA, but I did find some
“exploitable” areas within their system.
That’s how I’m writing you now.
Capt. Pelegrina: I’m
glad for the company, but this is a secure comm line. I am going to have to alert NASA.
Mendax12:
Understood. Before you do that, just know that NASA isn’t
telling you everything. They’re not
telling you anything. I monitor your
communications (don’t ask how or I will get all high tech on you) with
them. The situation on our pale blue dot
is…interesting right now. Let’s just say
their attention has been diverted.
Captain Pelgrina had watched the monitor
for nearly a half hour before responding.
He composed a message to Command, but did not send it. Instead, he wrote
Mendax12.
Capt. Pelegrina: What is
the situation?
A delay of over an hour followed. Adam fell asleep at his chair, his chin
resting in the palm of his hand while slaver oozed from the corner of his
mouth, pooling next to the mouse. When
the computer chimed he punched the air and fell onto the floor.
Mendax12: I’m going to share the text from
a New York Times article:
“City
officials claim it is the largest outbreak of influenza this century. The particular strain is resistant to
vaccines and has resulted in unheard of death rates. Hospitals are now turning away patients
between the ages of sixteen and fifty, preserving bed space for the young and
elderly. The death toll in New York City
is likely more than 20,000 as of this writing…”
That
was three months ago. You could probably
guess someone of my talents and interests might have access to privileged
information. I “stumbled” across a
series of emails between the CDC and a hospital administrator in New York.
Hospital
Guy “We don’t need more fucking money.
We need guns and men who know how to use them. How long do you think you can hide the
truth? You don’t think people are dying
in their homes and coming back to life?
You haven’t seen any of the dozens of videos online of people eating
other people? You shouldn’t be telling
the public to take more Vitamin C and avoid contact with the afflicted. Tell them how to kill a person when he comes
back from the dead. Tell them to cut the
heads off and burn the body. Tell them
if their loved one is sick, killing them is a mercy.”
I
could write more, but I know you’re probably wondering why it’s taking so long
to respond. NASA is running on a
skeleton crew. My sources put the death
toll in the U.S. at three million.
More
later…
Mendax12 painted a grim picture of a
country and world disintegrating into ashes.
He described his first encounter with one of the infected.
Mendax12: I headed to the grocery store. I
can’t suppress my instinct to horde as much food as possible. The National Guard is out in force, carrying
weapons openly. I try not to make eye
contact. When you make eye contact they
ask questions. The grocery store is
packed. There isn’t even anything on the
shelves! Stockers bring out pallets and
they’re raided before the merchandise can be unloaded.
I’m
in the grocery store for six hours, most of it spent in line. I don’t buy that much food because I don’t
want to make myself a target. I walk
home, avoiding the heavy gaze of several men in uniform. There’s a bum that lives outside my apartment
building. His name s Harlan I believe. He’s a wino and typically friendly when not
suffering withdrawals.
Harlan
is lying facedown beside the steps that lead into my building. There is a puddle of blood beneath him that
is spreading, ever so slightly, over the concrete. I place my groceries on the sidewalk and give
him a little nudge with my foot.
There’s
a lot of blood. There’s a soldier running
towards me. He starts waving his arms
and shouting.
Harlan
rolls onto his back. His chest is a gory
cavern and the right arm, which had been hidden under his body, is a mess of
tattered flesh and tendons. He looks at
me and begins to rise. The soldier, now
at a dead sprint, falls onto the ground in the prone position and presses his
face into the butt of his rifle.
It
seemed to happen at once. I leap towards
the steps just as Harlan lunges at me, gnashing his gray teeth. As I land on the third step, Harlan’s head
explodes. I suppose there must have been
a gunshot but I cannot recall the sound of it.
Everyone
is avoiding the word, but I don’t think there is another way to describe what
is happening here. More later…
For another night, there is life on
Mars. Adam stared out of his tiny window
at the Martian sky. He checked his watch
and began a count down in his mind.
The satellite passed by overhead a second
sooner than he’d guessed, winking at him as if this was all a big joke. His somber eyes followed its trek towards the
horizon.
He sighed and wiped away the tears resting
atop his high cheekbones. He wondered
what an advanced alien civilization would think upon discovering the remnants
of man’s feeble attempt to break the shackles of his home planet. Would a Martian sandstorm bury the
artifacts? How confusing a puzzle Earth
would be! Evidence of technology,
culture, and progress would be everywhere, as well images of the creators of
the advanced world.
Instead of a civilized race the aliens
would find half-dead corpses, or possibly nothing at all. Eventually, the supply of food would run
out. Unless they learned to breed.
The thought that disturbed Adam more than
his musings about the opinions of aliens, was the idea that mankind might die
unheralded and unknown to anyone. No
alien race visits the pale blue dot. Flash
forward five billion years. The sun
swells and consumes the solar system, incinerating man’s monuments, literature,
mysteries, religion, triumphs, and tragedies.
No Jesus Christ. No Great
Pyramid. No wars or liberations. No mankind.
He did not hear the chime. His mind was lost on other worlds.
Mendax12: By the time you read this I will be dead. It is my sincere desire that I remain that
way.
The
generator was a bad idea. I can hear them
outside my door as I type. I have a gun
in my lap. When my door is breached I
will end my life. Before I do that,
though, I will send this message. It may
get cut off, however.
Adam,
I am sorry this happened. I am sorry we
left you out there alone. But, hey, how
funny would it be if the last man on Earth and the last man on Mars had a conv
Mendax12 pressed send.